Whats left?

Episode 12: More Mr. Nice Guy
So even though things were going down they are looking up. Anything you thought you knew about me is now gone, and its about time you knew what I was about if you don't already know. Just recently I have been able to clear myself of the reputation I used to have(and wanted) after realizing how awful it was.

I wanted the reputation of being a pimp. One of those dudes that looked like he always got what I wanted. I got it, but it just made into somewhat of a creeper, allowing myself to believe that sex and being the best was "all another mini-game to me". But it's not true. I'm still a virgin. And to be honest its all good. People now understand(hopefully) that sex, etc. is not even close to the first thing I went after, because I have had offers before but declined them. My old personallity blinded them from that, giving them the feeling its all I wanted. Finally I'm not being represented by the name the old crew gave my van, the "shaggon-waggon" or that dude that talks about nasty stuff. I was kinda blind I guess, thinking that the bad boy life of the party attitude would get me what I wanted. Its nice, cause now all I have left is mysteriousness, being able to keep the "life of the party" dream alive and... one more thing. I'm still notorious for being the best at mini-games or anything Mario, which I'm ok with. But now that the "dude that just wanted any girl" personality is gone, leaving only that "one more thing" left, I am almost happy with who I am.

I've been told by so many people, girls and boys, that I'm such a nice guy and that there surprised not to see me with anyone. The problem is, girls don't want nice guys. And they need more value from me aside from just being well known. They need someone who plays a ton of sports, or someone who can play the guitar, or a badass. I mean I can still be interesting or sort-of-a badass or the life of the party, but its all converted back to this feeling of me just being a nice guy somehow. When I try really hard not be a nice guy, I can't do it, because my brain logically thinks that's wrong and girls don't want to be talked to that way. But they do. And I can't help but be a nice guy, but they always finish last don't they?
~Andy