The Brakeup.

Ahh so it's over for Anna and I again. It stemmed from a ton of things, and while it wasn't a bad brake up I'm still a little sad we couldn't work things out. My alcohol charge and not willing to stop hanging out with certain "trouble makers" killed a lot of the Romance we used to have. She admitted to acting like a 35 year old and that she was used to living a certain upper-middle class lifestyle and I guess that just didn't mix well with how I am. 

I'm writing this post about her because I'm almost certain she has written one about me. I just hope she's not talking trash about me. But after we brokeup I joined Lori as one of the people to be kicked off her now friends only LiveJournal. I mean we still want to be friends, but that's like the main way we communited when we weren't going out so it's a little dissapointing. I also wish I could have gotten Anna into the webcam, because I really think that could have helped save our relationship. But the romance wasn't all that was gone I guess. We never really ever talked about the physical side of our relationship, some of my "friends" would tell her things they thought about me like being two-faced, and neither of us just quite had the effort to put into a long distance relationship. So the relationship was kinda always just at one level.

I still kinda have Jessica there for me so I'm sure that this must have been harder for Anna then me. Or maybe it didn't really bother her at all... I don't know. But I guess I'll start to move on even if we end up staying in touch or not. I don't even know how she feels right now. But yeah, I just wanted to say something in my blog about all this.

~Andy